I dream most nights, now I have started dreaming of my old
relatives who have been gone for years, another as recently as a year ago.
I look down, see a rushing steam along the cliffs edge, and
wonder if I drive over the edge will I be dead before I hit water. As I round
the corner, I see a small village that looks deserted at first glance. I near,
and make out a face I recognize and wonder if I am seeing a mirage of my
cousin.
His hair was long and unkempt. He wore a robe, the belt tied
tightly around his waist. My first thought was he looked lost. As I stopped the
car, he bent down to the window and thanked me for coming.
He took my hand as I got out and led me to an open building
that looked like an old barn with no doors. There were pieces of furniture spread
around, a bed at the side, a chair with glasses on a table with loads of
newspaper spread over the floor. The place looked so cold. Someone was living
here. My cousin realized I had asked him who, he told me it was my uncle who
had died two days earlier, and they had buried him under his favorite tree
outback.
He wanted me to meet
his friends who lived two lanes over and he just started to walk and tell me
how they had come to live in this old broken down deserted village a few years
ago. None of the buildings had doors but had fires burning in the middle of the
dirt floors.
We came upon three
people sitting at a table ready to eat a meal, a man who I thought at first was a women
started to unwrap a bag of food. I was introduced and offered some by another long haired man whose eyes were so dark they looked black. I knew at once this
was the only food they would see for sometime and they had been willing to
share with me. My cousin talked in a low voice and explained that I had come to
pay my respects to his Dad and he thought I must have felt my uncles passing
through his spirit.
We wandered through the village and he told me stories of my
uncle being so happy here. They caught fish and game and traded with others for
what they needed to survive, taking small jobs in the town ten miles away for
their liquor that they both needed to keep warm inside, I was told.
Are dreams a starting
or ending point? Or a fragmentation of
your mind?
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